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΢΢̧ͷīҢ¶һĵЦ˵Ң磬ҡҵȢҡ
һ仰ͬ˵Լʥ֣أݲð¡
Ŀԣֻ˫ܿ׵⣬࣬ǧ˿ơ
ãҡ
ٴζվԭԶȥֱһСڵ㣬ֱҲʧջĿ⣬Դߡ

īҢ˴;أȵϽԺݷԺλԺǵĽ̻壬Ҳô˻Ժǰ¶
ԺڵЩ棬⣬õش𸴣ɵͷ
˽⵽Է£ɼͲΣЭڲˣǿ׷Ŭܽʵѵá
ں⣬Ժֵ㲦˶䱼䣬ҪסҪ̤ʵء
Ƕ˹׼ʵӵ£ǰ⣬Ҫǵÿܲܳס
īҢ붭䱶һۣĬعԺ񣬡ѧԺ̻塣
ϽԺ뿪ֱӱϣЪţʱ䲢δ·϶
·;ңԶ;طµǾӹǶҪɢˡ
·Ҳں֮ɵĽٷ˶飬ԻΪģƽȹ
ԽԽ䣬з׷˴ѩīҢڣֽŷ䣬¶˫ֲһʱͶ鶼òˡ
ѩǰҲǳѣнٶԽԽڳ֮رԶһ֮ڻѰŵء
ʵڵ˿ջǾѰһũޣֻҪиѩסɡ
뾩ԽǾԽ˷ܣûأѾԼ
īҢȥХʹɴ˸ʶϵİӹֹӰţҲۿɼİ
ͷԣûʲôѣϼһҧһ˱أǵ·ѹס
īҢѣ㽫ԼĽ䱴ʵڲˣǱ;вɹһЩ̿ǹ˵㣬ܱûжǿ
ˣϰǿȳīҢǿ࣬˵ġ
ͷѩëˣīҢûס߶٣ʵܲ߶һͷڡ
ţȷʵůͶˡ
£ڿ˾ΡµĳǽԼǴףݵسǾʿ
дϲЦ⣬·;еļѿһ̶Ϊ̣ǣڴ˴µƪ£ֵܹڴġ
ڵˡīҢһ̾ջĿ⿴һ䱣ּ˵⾩ǸеЩһҪࡣ
ѹ롣ҲпѵĿ˵
ãʱѣȻĴǣҲ֪Ҫɶ뾩һ
ѧʶҲᣬû㹻Ľ̲һ·סнǴ⣬Ͳֻܿ˫ߣޣҪ£οͽ?
֮·ϿĽٷˣԼ캮ضļԣҪȥ˷
ûͳ̴磬ҿ¡һʣ֮䣬Щ˵ˣǱˡ
˵ʲô?īҢΪ⣬ĺѵļ򣬹˵ȻǱֻŬ
䱣ѾĪҪ˵Щ׻ټľǣȴְӿľۣһᱻ˻ķ㶮˼?
䱵ͷĿԽᶨ
ƶ֮ңûʲô棬ȴҲʷ鼮ʱҼֻһ֮Ƕ˶ں֮סġ
ſϢվһԺһһ˵ظ֮С
ˣҲ秵߶ٲȥ춼Ҫˡڼĥĥ󣬴شߴٵˣˣӽеƵģʲôǳԱ˵
˵꣬㾶ֱǣǰߡ
ɭϣǵּ飬ٶȺҶعأŶӵȴδ˲
òֵīҢˣүֽϸһҪǷУõ
ǼүĵЦݣīҢ˼ƥϵһԣ·
ûһһڶʮݵ»ʻͷһü۾£糺۵ꡣ
سǽʿһ꣬ͷǳȵӭȥкЦӣʵСү?
šΪСүûᣬƳسǽʿһۣӦһǡ
˾ۣͬңַݲ
īҢǵʱĿͻȻīҢīҢ´һ飬ָ̧°ȥ·ղŵĴڡ
һȥſָֻسǽʿע⵽ǰСүĴΪīҢʲô⣬ٶϸһ֡
ղŲǼ?ôҪ?չȥЩô?ͻ۸Щϰա
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īҢǸЦЦԶһЩ䱾͸æǰǽʿǸ˵˲ٺûǮ
ֵ̬ܶȳϿңϣС»ˣسǽʿӵϣûǼƽϡ
˼ۣ䣺ǽǲμӴǵİ?⾩ȨЩɲ˵һССöˣʱɱ־үûǣ!
ǣҵעУлү㡣䱸æлҲǽҹȥˡ
īҢ붭䱸æųߣҲںǣܾۼ˲Χۿֵˣܿɢȥ
Զ˳ţһнֵмɵʳƮ㣬ߺϡ
ʲڲͣɤŲУ˾ǲעҲС
īҢ˸Ͻס죬Ȱ˵ϣĪҪһʱ֮Ǳɲá
ô໰ں֪ʶ˵ǾǣݣҲʶһ㣬ͣҲûṫƽƽ
оԵĹƽ?

ǵĽҪԻʳΪ죬游ǰլϳǣסļǾͨҾϰգһЩųĵͽ׹Ա
īҢǵһϵ·˲˲ҵ
û˾סԵЩǰܣϵѵ꣬¶űľɫһ⼣߰ߵŻ棬Ѿʴòˡ
ͣſȳīҢԿףڱõһãͷӦ䡣
ƣѹͲԿסڸͷֱӵһԣƿš
Ŵ򿪵˲䣬䣬Żѩ˳ͷ
·һ㣬һĻĳīҢ붭漴ôЦЦǰ󸩡
ֻΣ̧ԼԴѩ볾䣬ֵģһҲŴЦ
뿪֮ЦΪһΣһɨĿ﷦ζԼڳſڵĲ졣
ͻȻȻˡ!ǰĵķ򿴡
ԺУó˼ɨѣһլ´ɨһ顣
ƬЩѾˣݶɫֻ߽ܵæ
ȥСʳ̣һٺõԼ
ʱŽֹīҢȻȱǮҲۡ
˳ʳ̣һʵ̲סˣü绰ԳīҢ˵Ң⾩ǵĶҲ޹ˣôСʳ̣һپȻҲҪʮӡ
԰!һ򸽺͵Ҫأȥ¥ˣԼʡǮ
īҢͷҲá
ǣһǮ֮󣬼˶ô˵ͷլߡ
˼ˮúýԼϴɾ˯һ
ڶ磬ھѰ߽Ϊػʮʱ䣬޷ӵ˶࣬˰գҵһ΢һЩ߽Ҳŵˡ
룬˶߽ðʱȥ
߽Щ˽ţƽﲻ̫һ߽æֵʶÿһŵĻƶǳעأ˳ڵĻԥӦˡ
ӵųԷ߽ƽ׬٣ϱҲҪ˽ϴһ㡣
ڸö࣬ھǵĻǰһգھӼҵĲҲ֪߽ѣͬˡ
˫⣬ҲСؼҡ
֮гǸޣīҢ붭䱱ÿڳй䣬ʱڲ¥һ죬ʱȥһЩйۿѧѧʶۡ
֮ûһŵġ
ʮջķᣬѰһЩύ·ǵĽύǽύȨ󣬶ǽύһЩ־ͬϵѣǶ볯Ϊ٣Ҳ໥иӦ
תۼ㵽˳ϦҹǵζҪݳصö࣬ŵƽʣͨﵩϰǷ׷Ͻֿ񻶣ַǷ
īҢǵһ꣬ȻҲ֣ڽͷ֮ϣŻƳϣ˼иĸ˰
ʱûϰߣӦ˯ˣ֣ԺҪҲⷬһķ
ʲô?
䱴ӳīҢļ˳Ŀȥȴûʲôر֮һ䡣
ʲô?īҢЦ˺һۣܻص븸ĸɰ?ǷѾ˯?Ƿ?
ǰ䶭䱻úһǸҫ
ɣˣȥһǺþ֮ˣֱ磬ܵЩοǷݡ˼硱֮顣
һʱһӿȨǡԱǾٰĸԽԽࡣ
īҢʶѧ֮УкЩڱԼģͷյӣڸֳϡ
īҢ붭䱱Ƚϵ͵ǽ̤ʵأΨһյ룬ҲˣΪ֪˵ģǹ˻ǽʲôֶǲס
μûʲôᣬϰʵʵıʲôҪ
ʶֱ뿼½ύ˶ǽ̤ʵصʵߣ˲ԼȻҲ򲻳
ԾգҪʱ࣬ķѵҲ࣬īҢ붭·㱡
ͬʱҲɿ죬ظ
?ڿǶ㲣еʵ
˫˫ͷܼ֣ȥϴϴ˯һ
Խ󣬾ָֻ˿ǰֱֻ֣ȿǰ˼ԣĳЩӪҲԽС
ЩīҢûйϵӿڼϢգԴſʲôҲ롣
տʼ½ύǳȥȲ죬ĵöЩлɿա
ڴڼ䣬кЩѧ룬ʲôȶݳʡ
Щ˳īҢǶϤÿÿἰֻЦκ̸ۣö˵Ϊ»
ݽԪĲɲˣα˵͵Ļȶʲô?
ͬˣȶͬ磬֪ȶʲôУǺֿȶҷԴĴƨɣȶĻ⣬Ҫ²䡣
Բӣˣ죬ĳ֪֮еģͲʱȣ档
īҢ˫ֱɫȻںĻش𣬲ûΪʻʲôǲڡ
ֹǫˣȺ˭˲ֲѧˣīˮʵʵġʶīҢ֮һֱǡ
˶ȶĻҲʹ˽ҹȥˡ
³壬ޣľïⰻȻľ
һ磬컹δ񲿹ԺſھͼˡҾõ˼ңСڰǰţѧӾֻԼڰǰԿܵӵ
īҢҲ⣬ǳۣԽڶձǰڹԺԶĲ¥˸ż䣬Ϊ˷Űһա
ͬѾһţ¥պŲ裬ӰȳܲܵЩ¥ȥҲ١
īҢȴûô̶ӱˡ
šҡȺʱ
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īҢ˶һۣȥÿдֵĻ.ɫֽűǽϣȺɧزǰǼ׼ʱ˵úܡ
ûһ˷п˷ܿ񱼵ģҲʧȥģЩΪ̫ЬӶҲġ
׵ǣǿ˱ҶǿпˣǹȻ˰!
һĻˢ˶䱶Ծǵ֪ضԳīҢ˵ðҢûȥȻƷòȻ
īҢΪ⣬ֻúЦ˶һ䣺Ҳضá
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ӣԺſڵҲ٣Ƿڲ¥¥ڴվŵĳīҢ붭䱡
һ˷ܵسīҢ֣֡֡
ҲܳīҢǻزӦС¥ֱ˶¥
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λᱲ֮ģ㣬Ҫλ룬ս
巽ҵĵϵҲӣ귽ʮߣ˴뾩ҲֻһԣδʲôϣиĿ껹ҲżԼҲʧ䣬ֺǺǡ
˷С룬īҢҲʡ˲£¥֪ԼΡ
˵ĳɼϲôЦúϲ£졣
һϼƣתȥ˾¥īҢͣ˴һ١
γīҢֿʼ׼³ĵԡ
ҪʱߣڿҪǳߣÿնԴ̸ۣʱʱȥ¥һ˵ı۹۵㡣
һǷż飬׼
³ˣʿǾȻؽʹ֮Уⳡվ˵Ŀԡ
Ң䱣Щ״Ԫ࣬컹ûȥŶӣò򵽵ġ
Ͻ֣ƼмСʳ࣬Ŷź飬״Ԫǰȥࡣ
룬״ԪȻֻһҪμӵԵˣ鲻飬ҶȣҲ¡
һ?ǽ״Ԫ?
īҢ붭䱶ЩϾμӿƾ֮˶࣬ν״Ԫ໹֪˺ȹ״Ԫȴֻһˡ
Ҳһ⣬ǲȴԺ˼ڣͼͷ
ȻԵԲΪɣȽϸɵʳҴææˡ
סĪҪšԼȥʳǣһ·߶߶ȥȳīҢǻš
ģǶ˶
ʹ͵վˣջԳɼվīҢԵڶվǰ棬˲ע⣬͵͵ա
֮һǰʥ׵㣬ԥʥϽֿʵĳīҢΪһ̽ɡ
һԲ֮½񲿲ٰ졣
״Ԫν֣һʢ£һ죬ǵϰվɵ͵ſ֡
īҢ͵СһԾΪһ̽ɣʱ˲ȨĿ⡣
νֹУȻд󵨵ĹﳯӻʱҪܻӭ
Ŀ֮£īҢʼձֵЦ⣬ꡣ
ĳһӾֻôһΣӦýҲۿ⡣
һ׵֮ν¶īҢյһӶŶ䱵ҲˮǴߡ
ǵĳѾڲ֪䱻̽飬īҢҲֲҵҲע⵽ˣȻҲ֪Ժĵ
īҢҲ⣬ԼҲҵԼҲûȫ֪˾֪Ҳ࣬ôǼҾʵС˼ң˵һ޸ĸĹ¶ˡ
֪˶δȢף˶˼ʲô߹ټҵŮСټҵĵŮֻҪģò°ıͼ
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ֶԲӡ֮⳯ϣΪ֮ǱĶɲһŵúܡīҢһֱ̽뺲֣躲ֱޣҪ˸ߡ
һΣԺж״Ԫۡ̽Щ˻һССޡ
ŵöֶ˵ǲǰ?˵ĹԱǻԱ£ҲˣоʮĶ׽ʿ
ֶ!¼īҢΪ˵˵ãϹУ˳ƶΪ飬Լ¹;̹?
Ҿû˵ΪʮأǸССԱɣ!ҶΪòԸһˣǻͬ磬ھҲиӦ
ɼҹȻǸŮҲǴСڵĸǰģ黭ͨģҲ룬˵ŮеŮһ?
īҢͬµĲۣȷʵҪһԺʱԺʱ̸۳֮£ͷ
ֻԺԣ˵ԭеߣȹϵģҲΪȹϵۣɼ
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δޣȢĸлò׶µģܿҲΪޣЯһ
ֵãҲֵãΣҲᱳԼȥӭЩ˼Ϊ
Ŵһĵֻǲʺҡô?Լ˫Ǯɳܣδ÷Ҷ˵ĻҲ븸ĸ׵ųȢò׶µġ
ȡ֮ʱҲӦӦδޣֻһˡЩŴĪҪԡ
īҢһ񣬱˵ɴ񣬳ɴ˺񰮣¹ٲмֻǻ·ǶϷܱ壬¡
˵ⷬīҢ¿ɵӵֱͦȥ
ǸͦıӰ²Ц!ҵҪ⼹ֱͦ?
ΪСīҢһ鶼̫á̽Ϣ߹ٷѾͳǣݷȥ
Ҳæʰ׼½磬ڼĵȴ͢ʽ´Σ;
Ңܾôˣ᲻֮ĹְӰ?䱵Ĵ˾ٵˣһ϶ֽš
⣬īҢԼҲûд𰸣ǿÿص˵ֻѾ˰˾ܾѡ񡣡
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ǵ·вͨұ밢һ⡣
֪īҢڿЦȷʵ⣬Ҳû˵ʲô
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Ұ?䱵ͻȻͣҴӦһǿнʿͻȥȢ
īҢû뵽䱻ô˵ֻú⣬̧ϴһȭЦСӵý
Ƕʦ֮ŮͶϣʦҲԣʦϣѧҵΪأ÷Ҳô룬㵢ˡ
˵䱱Ρ÷ʮˣЩȻʦ˺Ľڣ˽»֪˶ѹָָ㡣
ǷģҲίˡ
Ѯ󣬾֮Ҳʱ˽ᣬīҢǱʮ̻
ǰһСĸҸѾʼΪæµīҢҲ⣬ȻͬмˣûһóԵģʳҲڶš
Ңţȥ˾ͳīҢţֻȥ
īҢ첽ߵűߣ˼ʱ˭?
Ŵ򿪣ִſϣһ棬µʵ̽ɳīҢ?
˵ԣ˵ܾ֮ǸƥĽԸ?
ˣǰ;!ϲˣƥͿ˳ˡ
īҢͷһԼϵ֣΢΢ܿһ񣬵±ǳīҢСүʧԶӭ¡
СүǾǳӵܣ׳Ҫְĸʥϵ׹Ů˵ھܺߡ
ضԼҪģ?ڱǸڣ׵ˣҲܳīҢľнʵҽȥ?ô㣬׼?
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ƽûʲôīҢôҲû뵽ڻͻȻţһʱӿǣֱἰŷԼʧˡ
ªСүĪҪīҢæóһ·ѼϼƵĽӭš
ʱɫСԺֻһյɢŻƵĵƹ⡣
С!
һţЩڷӦ죬ûˤ
Сүû°?
īҢͷͻͻֱˤ⣬Ҳػؼˣֱӽη!
ûû¡ڹ򶨣ͼԼΡ
һǼߣڵעܿͱĶˡ
լӲܹ䷿ΧһԺӣһ۱㿴ˡ
ڽ΢ĹԺӣ࿴۲¶飬ﻹСơ
ţڵĴɤžʹӳʵҢô˭?
һߺһ߳û壬Щ㿴˳࣬ڵЦҲ˲佩ϡ
Ȼֻһ棬Ҳһ棬ӡ˵ˡ
Сүݼ?īҢܵúܴҲ׷߳ڼ
ǶǼڵģҲھ֮УȨƵλһеĵв鲻ԸҲԹվһԣеû¸ɣܡ
λضҲңһϢ㲻ˡڲΣԹ˵ţͻȻֵζǻףʲôζ?
ԣҲӣȷʵŵһɹζ
˺ˡ
һһţԼĲ˻ڹתܽڡ
˺?һûպĲˣҲȥ!ǺŽ׳ģ֣ſڣụ̂һ˵˺ˣ㹴˼ĺġ
һˣϢĳͷһؼīҢһԷҲ˼ҵûǷݡ
һٷ޲ڣԵñȳīҢ࣬뿪ʱᡣ
֣ǹ˼
ֲ赭СүͺáīҢʵûԱҪЦݼӦ
ֹǫˣ׳ķǺӺóԣҿҲʲôˣǸӰ!ٲġ
īҢΪΣ뿪ֱӰһ
Ժӣͬ鼸²˶Ҫӣֻ¼һԡ
ڵһ¾ҹȥˣҸظݣųʱڵı˯һҹߡ
ڶգլԺţһƥƵʻСųſڷȥ
ͬʱ䣬سļԽߣԽȡ
һϮϢ֮С
Ǳˣܲȣܼ֣ոȫܲˣԥһͷڣЩȡ
ʲô߶?һ߲һرԹ
г̼㣬ǽտݳǣվܻص
ԽǿĿĵأеиԽǿңȥˣҲ֪пɻ?
Ϊһ·߹סվ֮УгٶҲ᲻ʱݣԵīҢһ֮ûã֪ǲջǲμ硣
īҢ붭ûоܾЦӦˡ
ǣǰʱμӣֱҹŴһ
շͽ˶ΪҪ·
īҢʤЩͷʹݲ˶緹ϲߣҲ˿ǡ
򲢲ͬһ·ϣһ룬׳Ŷһߣڲ·ڷֵ
漴أǰŲԶСܵٶҲԽԽˡ
յ̽½Ϣ˶ۼ·ڵȺæµһգС·һֵϲա
ӳīҢ뿪տʼʱӣÿЩ˼һѷĳ֡
ȫƲסԼĵļ⼸ӶǳīҢӰʧˡ
һһԽԽȺȺ궯
쿴ˣˡ
𣬱ȹʱ֡
̽ɰ!򼸰ҲͳôһһＤ֣ԼҰϲ»Ҫˡ
򳤸ǺذΨһľ¥һˮϯһף
ڼ̽ɣдʷģܲ?
ԽԽ죬īҢƿӣЦݣȺĿȺϤӰ
ԽԽ˵ͰɨһϤӰ󶨸ڽǸˮɫȹĹϡ
ǰδޣӭȢţһˡ
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ؼԲӣȴ˼˱ԵŶӱһȺ°ӭС
ޱԺۺᣬӵһ
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һææȻ죬ҲæϾܾˡ
úӣȥſڵţҢû?
ԥһ£ǹԹȥſڡ
겻ҲǳīҢ浽һգȴ˽֮УﲻͣظԼһīҢʲôΪ?
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˴ʱ䣬СׯҴҽš
ˣˡ
ϲض񣬿𡣡īҢׯһѣͷӿǳë?
У١
ׯҽȲϴҽݵô򣬵һЩС֢ƷԼĵãͼҲЩĴ
ְüͷ΢ʾһְֻ֣һ飬üͷչԼĺӣЦӯӯֺϲϲˣϲˣûд󰭣ϲˣҪˡ
󻹲رȣϷ򿪸̥ҩѾһˣҩȡ
ׯһ߽ˣһʰԼҩӣ·ǳ˲ۣʲô¼ǵȥѰϷ򡣡
ãˡīҢһ·ׯͳţׯ⣬ׯһһش𣬡ţմմϲˡ
˵ʲôˡׯЦյУҼӹһˣ˵ӣͼţ˼òٶ
УǾˡīҢҲ˵ׯȥﶼҪԼҷ˵գҲӦˡ
Ҳãׯڶǿɿ֮ˣǰæҲʡ˲¡
ٶȻصʱīҢŷЦɵӡ
һҲ˵ٺЦЦּ
?
ҡҪˡīҢǸ²ˣҸˡ
§뻳УСرܿͷ׶ͷĵϲѹѹס
ΪСĵ࣬һǳīҢ˵֪䣬硣
?
īҢͷһۻеѾ˯ˣ˯˯ɣׯ˵иۡ
˽ֱۣ۾ȴǹ˷ܾûôҲ˯š
Ǻ۵һ˫Ȧ˷ȥţЧ˲̶̰գѾؼȥˣ
СĴյ¼ߣʵةǴʲô̼ô˷Ƶ?æЩԲ
Ա˸͵԰촦ӣддַʼⶼĥ
¼Ҳ֪ô£İЧʼܶ־ֻǰš
֪ҡҡͷؿһۣһ䣺˵ǣǿɲϺȣɲС
뱻ǾЩ㱧ԹЩеûģԼҪ񡣡
ѵڨڨҿ¼᰺ͦȥ룬æһԼ
ô̽ɳʢкɽ˷ǱȻҲŬߵʵȮû׼ԺҲܸ
˵ĸ뷨īҢǲ֪ģæòɿһ߲չũԣһæŻؼϱȹڡ
еǰ²Ǻ˳һ㣬ܲѣһȦС⡣
īҢһڼңѾڣҲƤ·ġ
ʵڳ鲻յʱͻСڼҶţʲô֪ͨؼҡ
л˵
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ʱĽӴ,īҢСǷǳ׵ġ
֮УС߾Խûгɼ鶼,ѾｫСߵԼҵܵܡ
ɩǿĲ,æʱ,ﶢŵ,ƹЩҵ͵ˣʱٻҡ
īҢ²ͣ,һ߶Сߡ
СûлӦ,ҲǳųīҢĻֻһ˼,ʲôʱɩ?
û˵?īҢͻȻ̧ͷСڷһ,ȴСҲ֪ʲô
šС߱ѯ˼Ҳص˵ͷ
õ˻ӦīҢҲٶԣߴС߻ؼ,ֶעһسǳǱ,óʱû˽ӡ
С,ֲϵˣܽӵ˲Ź,Ը̳īҢæͷ,ɾǲ˵ĬϽ
ܲܽӵˣͿԵְ!
С뿪ûؼ֮,īҢüרעͷ¡

ʮѮīҢͼׯ޷Ŀģԣ֮һ¾ǰŵ峤ͷϡ
ũԵһ··ͨͼкöҲԸǸѰԡҪ븻͵·
ͨһĲֹīҢһˣԭȵҲͬ£ֻͷûпֻʵѶȿ֪
˭Ը˼ȥǵ޷ȷδ?
ϰǲɵңԽ˻ȥֵ֧Ĵ۾Խ
ǵΪԼ˵ƶæµ·һûйǮ죬ԼԷ⣬ͽո
Թ⿿һ˵޷ϰϵģҶɵ
ʶǰ֯·ƻʵʩһزˣΥߣŪ߲ʤö٣вٰշԣ޷չ
֮·һ´˵棬ǸʵµҲûա
Ϊǰ֮ԳīҢʵдƻ¡
ݸϼʱͬʱҲǰԶʢдţͬʱԼũƻϣڹؼʱ̴֡
ףһ˳ݸͱضᱻѹ£޷ϴʲôʵ֧֡
Ⱥ֧Ԯ翿Լ
īҢαʱְ֪֮һѹֻ֪û뵽߸ųˡ
ҲΪгһ֪ΪīҢǳˣҲ׳ֻ֣Ⱥʱ̽ʵ
ˣϰǺִܵԸǺ?¼⼸ܵڿ죬ֻǰæһδõκЧĴðݡ
īҢ棬Ŀ¼˼òŴ⣬ԸǵĿũͼزҵðǲΪһڷеĻţȻˣͲܽϰյԩͷ
Ըȥ²뵱·ߣųӣһͣԸıѰ峤򳤱
⡭ˣ˼!ϢһϰǶȻԸ⣬Ҵ֧֣ǡ?
¼һΪѣûõʲôز̫òǮ·һºһϣҲûκβ
ÿ췢ˣ֧·֧?ĪҪʱϢųȥԹѴ
īҢȻҲǵˣӲû׼̣ģҽãӵ£
¼̫үûһɺǾҪһ䣬ֻͼعϽΧȫ·ӻɲһСĿ
ȴûʧȥǣԥѳīҢ˵ˣ⡭ɲһСĿλȡ?
īҢɫһ̶ˮްסʼչЦ⣬ֻЦƽȫͬ͸־ڱصá
Ϥ˶֪ӹҪˡ
һ磬¼˵̫ү˼ֱӳ嵽سǴ󻧼ȥһʱ䣬ܱͼлȨԱүۡ
ܵٽСϣרЩ̸֮Ҳ֪θЩĵģʱһƱвӡ
ʣµľͽ㰲ˡ
īҢֱӽӡƱ˦¼ǰбСϣȥЩƣ
¼ΪʮأͷһһԼôӣ˵Ǽٵġ
ȻȣǺռϷ磬֪īҢЩ˵ʲô
ˣֻܰİ£ٸ˵
īҢڰ֣¶̫£漰ӣ˶һЩǮ࣬ĪҪ˿ӣ̰ûȥǷ˶Ǯûңֱץãɷϴá
ǣˣ¹һ
¼ᱧһƱЦӯӯȥīҢҲԼլߣ⼸̫æûô㰢Ҳ֪ӹԲԣûС֡?
ҹĻĽ٣ĺմɱï֦ܵζͣżƮ伸ƬҶڵϲͣչǽ޷ѻһ
īҢƼߵ÷ɿ죬սžԺ洫ˬʴЦ֡
Щ죬µĶּӿЩ
һڣͿԺվˣͨƵĵ⣬ܹһϤס
Ң磬!
ڴȿīҢкŲҲųīҢȥ
īҢ״첽ӭȥȵķסֹе˵ЩСĵػ
ſһԵĳǣһһ
˵ˣĪЩͷԵڣ׼ˣ³͵һˣϽȥ֣Ҫˡ
½ӴһȷһжҲͷɿ飬һ˶ˣеʱɡ
һˣôأôôīҢЦŹԹȥϴ֣صʱһﶼѾ
һȦûзСߵӰԸС䣬ȥС߹Է
СȥȴСߵӰ
ˣūûҵС߹ӡ
īҢԲüͷĵ⺢ӻǲʡġ
ô?һԣʵ
û£ȳԣȥһ˲ԺССֲ֪ȥˡīҢָʢһ
˲ûмСߣʱƺ󣬸ǽ
СУܽӴĶǴӵڣδЩıƣһС߸ͣûʱĴ󷢣Сߡ
ϸǽЩ˺Сߵ˶һ飬Ȼ֪ҲЩȻʲôˡ
īҢֱС߷䣬ûδӰڲԺһȦҲˡ
ƣС߿ֵܳȥȴСƽﲻڼҾȥãܡ
ճǸһԲС۶࣬־ǿ´ʱѾҵطˡ
Сߣ֪⣬ˡīҢ̽˫ع۲ܶóˣٲɲ
Ƕ㣬ĪҪƢ!
̽꣬īҢҲȥƺڵȴӡ֤ԼĲ²⡣
Ź˰ӣԺǽ˶ҡ£ڰǽͳСߵӰһ߹
īҢûΪζϣֻߵߣ߰!
Сߴʱĸޱȣǰ֣Ҳвȥĳ嶯־ԼĴ̫࣬Ҹ롣
˵ףֻǳīҢĴ󷢾Ȼһ˶ѡ
ԽǰľԽԴʹŲͣƶĽż⣬Ϊİĸо֪롣
ˡϿŶĿȰһЦúӣ
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С߿˿,ֿīҢõӦʲ߹ȥЩн
𹫿꣬Смһ,Ķ˵ú,ӵ,ϲϲ?
ϲ,Ӹʲô͸˵һ
Сߴϵü,ʼ΢Ц,ôᡣ
԰!һˣʨͷҲó,ϲּ˺ʨͷŽС,ûֱ̫òش
š
Сߵһҵĸо˹Ķ˵˿ԲĹȥĶԴ
ĳ֮Լʲôı飬ҲԹԵͷ,ԵϸеĲˡ
һ,ͻˣָо,̲ס𴽽ǡ
ͬʱ³Ҳڶع۲С,Ŀʱ,СѺһЦ
³յСǰһ̸,һ߰⣬СҲֻǵͷҡͷôᡣ
Сߣסڡ࣬³Щ죬Сߵļ˵ͣãûѣסһ黹и˵˵
ͼʲôĵط?!
СߵԽԽնѾʼ³˵ʲôˣȫ³ĺܡ
ʵ벻ͨΪʲôһ˵ֵزӽſʼûܱͣ벻
Сߣ㵽û˵?
СܲˣһԵ˦³Լϵ֣ͷҲصسԼСܹȥֽϣ³ߣ˵Ҳͣ
һ̣ͻȻ綼ˡ
³ǰһУ˦ˣСʼҲûд񲢲ѣеǳܣ˲
ô?ԣкѣŮ޸ѵΪص㲻?
³ͷ벻ףС⣬Լʧȥ?
ˣ˯˵³С߷һۣֹСܵûͦ졣

ԴӼǴӹһһģ˸ƣԵĶҲǻٳڸһ̥Ҳˡ
תۼ㵽˳Ϧǰҹŷӡݼ٣īҢ̫үֵµ˷Źÿ˵öӡ
󡭡ˣǶӡһͷЩؿīҢͺʲôһ
šīҢһףǲͷһۣŶ˵Ǳٽλģһлλ⼸Աٵľ֧֣ϣܹ꣬Ŭ
൱ڲͷµͼͨռҲǲСĿճˡ
˵ĲͷǴһɽƾһ˲ͷűͬ˺Щ
ֻǼ˿ڶ࣬⿿һ˻سⷿӣʵһʣµҲ࣬ǿˡ
ԭڳô?ͷѾûǮīҢͶⷢ˽ǰδйģ
лˣһúøɡ
һﶼǳˣûһһ䡣ºǴ¼ᴦԭǵǴԼ͵ģɸж
īҢǺùٵϢһȺ֮ѸٴͼأϰǱͶԳīҢкøУ¾͸֧ˡ
ϰһ߶ȡ
ϰ·ϼкԼķʽԸĸٵϲм
˳ϦҹϳլͼҪеķ˲ӡ
ڳīҢһ˿㲻ʲôϡȴϰóõĶ
ľǳīҢ뿴ģһжļƻ֮С
ǣһĸдѾֻΪ˴ﵽĳĿˡ
ΪˮۣҲܸۣϻϲ
һͼֵһ죬ϳԺȫеɫıҲ
īҢѵпգʹһӳ棬һ·ϲʺã飬÷Ժ
Ң磬Ҷϵ!䣬ͷīҢз·ӯǹ⡣
ǡ
īҢ۵Сü΢ǫػشҲ˭?˵ԺҪھЩô?
һЦһȾóīҢβͣ˿̶ȻҪҡڣ
ԣβһգĪҪƼŴȤ
УҶ˵ġ
Σٯٯۣ򣬶īҢᶫ
ڷΪǺ«ʱ³̲סˣǰֱǴǺ«ҧһǳĶԼҽ˵㣬ôԽԽˣ˼ׯ˵ܳɽ髣զô?
˵ˣǺ«ҳԵˡ³۴˸Ȼɽζͷޣôô?
⸱ģһЦųīҢӣĿİͰ˵Ҿ˵ᡭܲˣҲԲᡭᶫ㡭㻹š
ЦЦţһûվֱӵīҢУīҢһΣЦ
³ŷӦԼǸԩͷǡǡˣЦЦ!
Щˣ޿κΣֽǺ«СУСߣ԰!ܲᡣ
С߿ǰĳīҢޣֵͷеǺ«ʲôֺʲôס
ˡ³СһѣϣǺ«ˣ˷ѣȳҲԲãӰ!
ҳԲӵҲ˷?Сɻ󣬱߱ʡ
ٺ١³Цǲ˷ѣѾȫԹˣʵû˳Ե˲ӣȲѣСšԴԣô˵ġ
Դ?Сһ֪⣬³͹ǣǿֻ˵ﲻԾ
ԣԴ³С߼ǰߣˣϹ룬Ҳ˵Ȼֵÿҹˡ
ʮ³Լڶ鷽ѾˣʵҲ֤ȷʵǿϣô飬Ҳ
һͷôܿ?ȫҲֻн򻹲Ը?
³п಻û취ֻڽİ¼ڼҶ顣ڻС飬Ҳܸϰ
С³ĽСؽǺ«ŵҧһڣ۵ǽɽ髵ĹͬʱӣζЩر𣬸СǰԹĶͬܶθڡ
ףСߣЦˣЦ?³һתͷͿС߹Ĵǣֻ治ѣ˼Ѿﻰ˵ˡ
漴յС߿ɵһĿ⣬ֻһۣС߾ͿԶ
ʲô?СߣҲǸ˼ˡ³ͼͣԼ󣬿Ѿˡ
СٶȺܿ죬ת۱ûӰӣ׷Ҳ׷ϡ
ع󣬴壬ֵһҪ͹ɣôһ봦µ״̬ʶīҢûⰲŹ¸ǻؼˡ
ڶտʼһͶǰųʵĹ֮Уල·ľ磬ô׵ҲͰ࣬æ
ΪīҢĺһһ죬õķչγīҢҲиɾЧʱǰڼ˽
īҢĸֶҲܿ촫֪УиܸɵǺ£ܽǾ㲻úˡ
ˣͷСӾ͸ʶ࣬Ȼ԰ݷøۡҪӣһˣʧС
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֪ͦŷֵ,ʦү˵Ļŭ档
ʵһģ豭䵽ˤ÷飬ϵķҲ²
سЩеճɼÿ¹̶,ʱܻó̶һТ
񱻳īҢȥһ,Ҳ˵ԭı׼,ТӾͻ,֪û?
ȥȺ˵,ҪСԼ,ٵТһҲ٣ȻǺǡ
֪Ц,бʦүһ,ٵ˼?
ǣסʦүæӦͣ¶ĵЦݣ۵ֱת
һſڣ,̧Сİֺ,һһм,̵Уʲô?

µͼػЩ,︴,ֲ̣Ϫˮ˷ݴʫ
ٴʱ,һж˳īҢҲ˾ģֵµܸɣͷҲࡣ
ղȥ?
ḧ΢΢¡СͣɢĸԹԣСҲûչ֣ÿԳԺȺȣģżҲᵽһߡ
ûʲô£ةھܽұ㡣
·ϣīҢ˳Եĸ㣬⿪ƤֽţһЦ׳īҢǽ㴧ˣҲůڡ
԰!Ⱥ
š
ǶڣദҲȻۣϧþųһ㣬Сͽˣةˣ
ةǸʶȤˣ֪īҢؼˣŴţؼҴҸȻʲôܽĴˡ
īҢüԺѸٻֿܷ״һԵ˵ȥ
Ҳ֪˵ʲôֻȵС䴫ˣ˵ϼ֮£ҹδܻظЪϢҲõˡ
⻰û͸¶ԵɣⵣǻؼҲ˵Ȼ
ͬīҢȥĻСߣһмϻһʱ֮أһȻңֳֳͷӵȹֲ߽£Ա߻˼Ա
һһīҢҲûиɫ߻ŹҪˣǻڵĴ¡
˵ò岻īҢһҲֻ֪飬ȴ֪Եɣ˲Ѷȡ
ͼҵµͷ˵ʻһ˺ߣ̬Ⱥܺãһ߸׳ƢԸϣڿīҢǹ٣춼治ס
īҢ۹۲˵ı֣ǿٵͼؽ꣬ҵҵ£¼Ȼǹ٣Ҳ⣬ϸ˵ٵ׹?
ⶨﻹý֤ݣƾ֤ٲϡ
־ֳһ˲˶̫ү
ȻѰ󹫵ԸƲ˽ģǾ͵׵ú˵
īҢһͬ粻Ҳüţٶͷ
ȻûǾͿʼ!īҢȷʵ̫үĹڣرٷϣͦƣ֪ǶֵԵʲô?
һʵ߸׳ָŶƫݵʳīҢ񲢲ǲˣֻǴ²ƾʲô͵ˣйǮ죬ɻľֻٷ?
ԭ·ҲΪ˴ҺãٷٷܱУҲԸֻͬ·£ΪǹٷйǮ?
ҡҡ׳ҭ˰Ҳ˵һ仰Ȼۿɼίˣңƾʲôǵķ˻⣬ֻܳԿʲ?ƾʲô?
ⷬīҢĳأ䡣
Ƴةһۣةعת˰Ѹ·Ƶ
˷̬ԣҪ͵͵ߣСֱ߲ﵽīҢǰ򵽵ϣʱߵһš
īҢؿŵϵˣ˵!ô?ټǵÿɲôǣôͳģ?
!īҢЦ˵ＯǮǾộ?
ˣɲԩСˣҡҶǡǡӵֱתةϣָة˵ǰةԸģ
µһ֪һҲŹ򵽵ϡ
ֻǸͨϰգֺйˣǵӲ󣬲ҵīҢ̫үҲҵЩֻڵϣͷ̧
ޣӲŲȱ¡ةԷԼͼˣһӢܱˮҲһų߹ȥ
ӴһӦ£ڵϹһȦͣűĿںӴة߳ŭҪɱˡ
㡭ةͷһ³īҢæīҢȥˣ¹١
īҢֹ̧ةĻָСʹ˸ɫСᣬޱߵߵߣﵽīҢǰš
鷢չزڳϰնˣҲ֪ټȺôԼ?
ԣҲ죬һİõվһԿ֣ȴս
īҢվˣߵǰ£ڵö׹ڵϵˣʵԼǱ?
̰ŲùʲôݡΪŰʲôЩñһһ֪˰?
һЩˣͷսսػشݡ֪Ƿǡôģ˵ͷģ³֮󣬻ÿ˶ʮӣᵽĹǮҡǿһǮûãûûù
һͬ鷴ˮųµʧݺݵصһۣв˵ЩʲôɱˣһϵƣܲңҲĲ㣬ʶͱ!
˵ӲֽԲʹʧأĳˡ
˻һϰն֪Ǵ˳īҢǣ˭Ҳãҧֲ¡
ʱһֱڿϷĳīҢͻȻЦһҲԣ˽Ѻš
ҹڸ˰ʣ޼Ĺ⣬ϵĻҲӶȼȡ֮ģ
īҢվǸ߸׳Ŀᶨʲô?
׳֪Լ嶯ð̫үͻȻʻҲû룬شѿڶشˣʤһġ
һģҸһǸֱӽīҢЦˡ
ʤǰ?īҢʤʵı۰ƣ¶֮ɫ˵㣬·ļȨ㣬Ҳҽ?
߸׳һ㶣ŵضųīҢûӦ
ô??īҢüһ̼
ңô?߸׳ظͷһǣ´󻰣˷ģʤȻһˮƽıǿͿŰ!
˶٣Щԥֿ֧֧ǣһҪѯʳīҢˣɲԹٷ?
īҢЦˣˬش𣺡ȻԭҪٷÿٷزһˣ׷ܹ
һ䣬ڳϰնȸԾ
鵽Ǻƽˣ˽³īҢʤϸЩĪҪ˿ӣ谭·
ֹ·ĶʲôöīҢ̾һ˵ϻԡҪ븻··ͨͷ⸻ڸ
īҢ˵ñȽںʤ̫ףʲô˼ةԽͣ˵˼˵˭谭·˭谭Ƿƣץ͵žͺá
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ة⻰˵,ʤȻ򣬿īҢĿǳݣظ֤˷ģһ!
,ˡ
īҢɫȻ,Щ,,ѵʱ
ҲϢֱӵη
ΪǶʮӵĳŵͬ,֮ȫ
֪Ƚ϶,տʼӲóīҢκβ̷ֱһ䵽,
ҲӲ,һԶԼ֪ºгԼһɶ
С֪Ķ˵ˣҰ!СҲ,һذ!
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㲻ٹܣϻҴߣտͰڣΣپ
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пӽϻӴ򿪣Ķü,̧īҢһ˲,Žóһһġ
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ó?һڴĵųīҢĿ϶ޡ
ţóԡīҢͷʵش𣺡պãιǹͺƼӱˡ
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ˣҴȥҵڴӻһżǰ£ɲ̰棬ǵøҵһ䣬ǰһңǲصġ!
տͷӹżİ֮УתͷīҢʵҢʲôҪ?
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ӵϧ
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Ϳ³һԶӹ䴦ЩײϳīҢ
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ʱ̣յĲͻȻڴ򿪣ϳǰ
ô?
үǶſڣΧסѯ
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ʱôһһţֽܿʼ˯
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ˡ
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ǣīҢûһֱۣ˲ѻ˯ȥӣɺۿ
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˫۲ʹ˵ӡ
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š
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ҹˣû!
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С˷ϣīҢҲֻЦЦĳǿ
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ҲϴҵĲֻŹˣѹϡ
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īҢûջĿ⣬ӿ˽ٶȡ
Ȼſû·ˣ¼·Ҳȡ
С˵仰ô?۸ûϱģ!
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ﲻͬլԺڵƻͨ˿Сڰꡣ
īҢһˣ̲סˣкǸϽ
ڳԷ˼һͳҼ˴һ
ԷĹУڹϾǵһգܹ˳˳ӦҲʲô⡣
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ǰ!ֻһƬλЩӣ¹滮¸ķѸһȦ
һµĽȣʮպڵǱߣԳīҢһҲżеʱ
ڹĹ£һְעתԼңϱڼ̫У뿪ʳӡ
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ҽѰ˰ǣûпʵӣҰ!Ҳż
ʵ棬һƬͷ
ҪǿʳӣȻ¡
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ϴԡϣīҢƽڴϣͷ˫ۣŴʶҲ֪ʲô?ͭǰͨ
ƻʱʱž
⿴ӣɿпЩ?ʱϣ־ٽ治̫ԼǸ뷨תָĿڵٽ̫֣ʺѧá
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īҢŬҪı䵱״±֮󣬿ѧຢҲɶҲΪһεĿꡣ
Ҫõѧ?
˽īҢƢԣ֪Զ־ͼزǵһˡ
ţǵ޹ûжѧãϳӣ֪Ǹʵµĺù٣Ҳıϡ
Ѻؾ̣ʥҲڵһʱµĹԱ
֪˳īҢֻһΣֻÿʲôƻҪϱı϶ܸʵʵĽ顣
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ΰʡкǵĳʳЩͨͨҪõӣɲһСĿ
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?
Щ죬û뵽īҢἰȥѧӡ
ҡҲС
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ȥ̱˶ʶ֣ԼʸҲԼӵܡ
ô?īҢЦһŲһ壬һ̣뻳УӴףѹ˵ҽ̳ģ̽ɵͽܣ˵ϱôͲ?
ⷬҪ˸
ǲһҡԲ˳ǵѧʶСС֣ԼӻǹģѧǼֱ˿ЦԴˣ֪֮ġ
̫ѣͼ˼ָͨƶͥĺӶǴδлӴһŰֽ
ҲҪȥ̫µĶֻǽʶ֣ѧ򵥵ĵĪ·ɡ
ûƺ˼ԼΪӵĿԡ
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֮ŹطʣҡĿ?
شǳīҢֿ϶һš֡
ǡһ?ڰУ¶һֻԼ֪Цݡ
һҹһΣʮģֳһ޹ǵԼ̯Ͳϵ⣬һкƶ
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ּǱˣڴڴޣ
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ǸûĸױӻС,赣۸Լͼˣؿ¶צװ뺷ģԼͼˡ
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ȥȥȥƶ֪ڿЦ,ů,Ϸ,ϲ˵Ļ
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˳һֻ̣һȳһ鷿ߵļץУ͵ҲȥһһĪ¡
еߣһߵʱŵѾƽ˺ü˼ҲŴ̽ǶͷĶļ
Ǹˣʮ겻ˣῪʼعѣԽ
ӳһķˣֻϱҲˣһΪ
ûоˣǰͻȻأûȻһˣ¿ֻĸ顣
궡ӿĴ뱲ӣкܲζԵĳīҢֿӣһӲŴųصߡ
ӱӣΪھӼСӸ̲ˣæ첽ǰȥš
ȴ»ĳīҢһſڣõСŸ룬Щ졣
񸾼ˣʲô?
Сֽ˵һ顣
֪īҢһҵ⣬¶˾ΥЦݣæڰ֣˵СҲǹģĪҪ
ŹɵСЩ㱣ͻȻԼСܻţҲСˣɺۿ
̣Բ𡣡С̬ȳϿҵصǸȴᣬΪԼץ߼ˣæֵ̱ޣ㡣
ӵķӦ²˼ҶЩĹˣæ˵ЩȤĻӲŽƽ
һڶӼ˴Űʱ˼ҳ˵˲ٻӷǳˡ
ûˣһ˾סѾû˵ˣ˵ǲ֪ͣ
ۿͷʱѵЩ˼㿪ҪīҢһҳ緹
īҢ֮һЦƾˣֻ˵гţûȥ̫٣С
Ҳ֪ƽʱæѾҵʱ䣬ξûǿ
ǰֽСذ˼ҶУЦӯӯضһ˵ҲʲôöԼģûȥүͷǳʡ
ŵͷ˿Σսʣ¶ЦݣԹԵл
ǣŵһߣߵӹսǴͻȻͣ½ŲʶͷӼһۣǡɿĿȰԻͷ֡
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Ժ󡭡Ժҿ?
˵ԼеʲôоЩ£ЩѹɴཫԼرر˵˳ѯ
ţԡһֻԴػش
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𣬸ܵ峿ĺ,ת,䵹ҳʵ,ֱõͷ,Աʱܻϡ
ճīҢ壬ѵ˯һ,ûд,·½ţ³ЪϢ
֪,ʵ,īҢʱѾƽ׼ʱѾϰߣҲԸı䡣
ֻ붯һ
ˣǵһ
ϵĶ,֪īҢ,æһ䣬Ժע⵽ͷ,ִѣȾϷ纮ɾͲˡ
š
īҢӦ,Ÿʱ¶
,һǰ׼õѣִͷЬߵ
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ʱһӲޱ߷ģ̲ס
ѵӸ⸱ƤҲ̣ģѽ㻹ϰյĸĸ٣ʲôӣϽݰͷЬӴã
Ÿ?Ͻȥ?
īҢ΢飬ͷһԼĽţԹתݡ
һţǿ˰Ҷˣֱ۾
!
ǻͬһֱ̣īҢģŲһ٣ЦҡҡͷȻ˼ԼϱûԼҸ̽һ¡
£īҢͷ࣬ĥβʰá
˦˦ԴЩ߰ͷ˦ԺٶߵԺڽϴ
漴Ѹٳ緹ȥ鷿һֻصſ֮վûվ࣬û࣬ͷ
ڰʱڴ齱߸ӣʹһ鷢࣬񾲡
īҢ߽ŪЩ죬Ҳ̧ͷΪ档
ֻǣǹ澢ƺڳīҢɵ֮󣬱㿪ʼ˷Ӧ
ʱʱ̧͵һۣʲôҲ˵ֵͷ廨ȵ͵ʱīҢ̲סˣԭȵҲó˴𰸡
Ŀڷ£е飬е¨ԼӣίͰ͵һ䣺ðǲ?
......?
ʲô˼?˶Щ£ɻųīҢҪȥ¨ȴīҢֱܿתƵ˴βָ
㻹ûлشҵ⣬īҢƺ𰸺ִţǲ?
......?ЩɴԼվβû¨λϡ
һ̧˳īҢһۣϵģҲ֪㷢ʲô?߰⣬ǲ㣬Ŷѵ㣬Լȥұ˲?
?
⻰īҢʱЩ§ס򣬡ڣϱ˭Ҳңû?
ͻĶһͷ㵽ô?һֵֹģ?
˵ˣ㿡?װ꣬īҢƢ͸ˣ֪黰͹˵ˡ
ȻһԿ޵ĻīҢĴǾͲֵǿţԺ?Ժˣ㲻ϲ?
Ϲ˵ʲô?㼴ˣͬҲǸͷһ±̫̫!УԶǸԥػش
£īҢ̹ţֱЦ󡱣һڣ૵Һܻϲ
ţ֪ˣɿĳīҢֱۣڸӷӣ¡
ҲֹˣīҢþգٲš
æµţȴͬһﰲ飬ﵽһ֮ܰС
󣬸ճ緹ʱ䣬һͷϲɫ˳ܽңµˣˣͷˣǴ¸Ͻһˡ
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ȴĹУΧһ𣬷׷ײ²ܵʲôְܲ١
ЦţۣԼķô̫ˡ
ʱһһεعȥôϢգֱҹĻ٣īҢϲɫصС
ѳīҢγݶﷸȥǴ½²֮ԵҲ˰˴󹦡
ˣҶ˷ǳܸɵˣ֪īҢ֪ʥϣ뽫īҢǴ£ƽ뾩ǣδһְ
ʥ˼
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ϢһһЦúϲ£졣
¶Ǵ£뾩кüʰʱ䣬ѰǶһ־һΣúóһ
ôԶٴҪ꣬ãһӶ޷ټˡ
һһһҲãýʲôź
īҢͷµļ춼ڽͷ£æµʵ
뿪ǰһգīҢھ¥òˣͬһԸף԰á
ʮ³ţīҢټ뾩ӡ
һգպ㣬ݽֵվеϰգĦ࣬Ӱ㿡
ۺᣬֱϿŲӣװһӶΡ
ţͻȻ黺ʻʱ
ϰǷ׷Χ˹ȥҪǰ׼õĶϣͺڵĳ·ûһóָжֿЦá
Ϊеʵ̫ˣ·ӵӴ粽УһӣûŲ
īҢΣֻ÷˫ֱȭϰҾһ
ҵⱾˣֻǴȥ·;ңԶʳһԴ̫࣬ǳԲ˷?;Ҫʲôٹ򡣡
λʶ֮ңһ𣬻Ƕӱء
ܹƶ˳ŽнԶĿעӣԷ£ֿسȥͷףԸǵĸĸǰ·̹;һ˳졣
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ʶǵﾩʱ¶ˡ
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ƿӣ˫ŲԶĳ¥п
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ȷʵˣԺӦط˰?Ϲͷ½ס·ϱҲû˼ֻڸ̾һˡ
˶ĽӢţʮһ֪ʮ뾩δ䣬ⲻ֪õһУǿԼŬƴġ
ЩֻīҢõģĽ򼵶ʣȴûīҢ󸶳Ŭ?նٴ?
ӢҲҪðջᣬ¿๦򣬿ƴȻƾʲô?
ģǸųԿġ
ڰοϵͬʱγڰοԼ?ڿྡҪŬǡ
ϱЦ̣ﻰǶδ㽡
ĺһԭԵͻȻش
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īҢǰյϢ,֪ǽܵ־Ϲ٣ȺڳſڣͣسȺ
һ,ûһԼҵ,ʧ,Ҳŵ
,
ͻȻ,һͯ,͵ȥͿԼҶӵСԴ,СֱۻͣӶ,ɸЦ
磬Ǽҵں㣬ȹȥ!
С߿Ƕ飬ŵϳ,Ҳ֪ʲôʱֵԼ,ɴ
īҢҲ룬,ԼСܹȥʼմЦݡ
һ׹,žס,
ǵĹٵ˱ŵĺ,׷ͶĿ⣬ڴīҢǵݡ
Ҳ
һͷΪкԺöֻԸ׵ĳĽ
īҢ͸Сһ۾Ϳʱ˼֣ԴתƵĸǱߣϼһĸףһ·ࡣ
Ͽӣ̲סϸϸһɷʣиԺ
ֻﲻĵطͼ򵥼˳īҢھµʳסУ֪һжãҲͷˡ
شĸ׵ļ仰īҢּһ·ϵһһشЦ̡
ſŵĸģָģûʱЩˣСֻ˺ü£ҪīҢעʧܸգЩίôҡ
īҢͿǲֵС֣ǹⲻ뿴ܲܳס
Ҳ
ٶҪʱīҢЦЦӦˣŵȸԾſ쳤첲Ÿױ
ſسǽʿ𾩳ǰΣ̲鶼ϸ񣬺ЧʻߣīҢһûвûе̫ãֵˡ
Ϊʥϵ׵еһ֮м˲
뾩£īҢͬкܶΣΪڵĺѣҲвϵҲĵϸ
Ӵ˽ôԼ?ղ鰸?
УسǵĽʿһͳīҢк
īҢȺڳ⣬ֻ˱ȽƫƧĵطȣسǽʿûע⵽
Ҿ뾩ҽǳǽ˵ġīҢسЦЦָָͷˡ
˿ˣԵƬ̡
֪ڵǳīҢҾ죬سǽʿΪȷûʲôЦӯӯطˡ
ڳīҢСߵƥ棬˲ӵʱŵĿĵء
·ʱīҢûͣ£ֱӴ˺ţ³ʱԼǽ͵ߺŷжҲô·
ĸŶһԼˣûôིչһֽţΪؽ¶ӵĻһ߹۲¼ҡ
Ż
īҢ뾩֮ǰڴΪѡլӣʵľȰæ£Ԥ֮լӣа˿ˣϼˣլѾ㹻ˡ
ţ۸Ҳʵݣڰæ£ǲҿīҢЦŶǰͷȴһլӣ·
ٺüҾ죬īҢȥ˴£ͷʣǵ鴦ִ꣬ҴҸϻء
ճ¹𣬾ϼͬţƺϲīҢˡΪÿϣȥһ
λˣʵڱǸĳҾոյǣǿ⡭īҢ˶٣ԴǸ˵лᣬĳͣλСۡ
˵ϣҲ˼˼žۣ׷˳̨æȥˡ
³īҢҲԳһûǰС߶ԸֻҪžͺá
ǹ֮ͻȻԷʳҪһٶһ뷹
۳Ͷټ£һﶼƣҲûȻĵ˼ԻطЪϢˡ
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Ҳ֪ǲΪü²īҢͻȻϱͶ侹˼ַ飬ĿڷȣЩȲˡ
ҪҪҰ?
ѯ䣬īҢѾߵӣСذͷţͿʼ
ֹ;סתѾû´棬һ£īҢͰѳֲסֱӽᱧ𣬿첽ȥ
˶ᣬɲһֻǸսеһ룬īҢ˶סˣˮӶǻ䣬ģ̽Եؼ㡭?
δǹһĨЦͷشǰԭֹţƫＱ
õ׼ȷ𸴣īҢһϣҲˡ
仵ˡīҢ̵ú࣬ҧг˵һ䣬ͷԵӶĺֱܲסɿǡô?
Ŀԣ§סĲӣһյߣ˵Ұ㰡!
ƮҡҷƲ֪ƣ룬Ӵ紵ʮԺеĻߵòҶ֮Уĵصȴ
컹δīҢ;ϳȥˣǰССЩĪЪϢ

īҢ뾩δ俪ʼͱĿ꣬ȴɻԾھȦԱ˴ҵĺġ
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˽´֪̽ԭɱŮҲֱ֪ɵֵز붼еϧ
ˣҲ˽ע˳īҢĺլ֮ڣӺլ£
ˣֵʲô?ûʲô£ȥ¥һ?¹ͣǲ?
īҢ飬ǻǳЦͻȻһλʶĹԱ
ֵûʲôر£......īҢֹߵĹԱۣЦż˵ҼҷŲоζˡ
Ŷ......ǹԱԣƻȻ򣬹ϳβһܶģͬһԱʹ˸ɫ
һԱյ˼ڽǻսЩˣҪϸ˵Ů˰͸С⣬˵ٹܣɲܹˣԽԽűϲԼݡ
¹ټһŮʶ񣬾......
˻һīҢЩˣЦЦشǸԱõģ˵Ļôһ?
ʧȥҪȥ˵Ļλ˴ԲӣټǷûǱٹǷһֱű١
;ܸɣдؾҲТ˳;ϻ֣أһޣڱУҷ˱õĹҳīҢϱĸ֡
󣬻λԣٲ
īҢĻǳֱӣ˵꣬ͷҲصȥԱεվԭ漴ߺܶ˿֣æ뿪ˡ
ΪʱЩԳīҢ˵Ƿʱûѹ˶ˡ
Ϣ̶һʱʹʢǣīҢٶȳڰϢ㣬ʥ϶С
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֪ͬ׷״ȤҲգرæµʱڱǰ
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ΪīҢ,˵ͷʢǿ˵Сһѣٷ˰ĽҲвٴ޵ĹԼҲܼһɾ
ȻĽ,ȻҲ˼,³ʼ,ԵݾͿʼֻ,µĹǿʼг˵ǰ޻Ǿ?
Դˣ˽Ե֪,ԼС,ùˡ
ʮգҶ˼ĸ,ȥμ,Ҳ֮С
Ҷ˳ԼҲʵȨʥãǰٵϵڣµƷС,տνַǷ
ӦĴ,¸Ӷͽûйȥ,ƾȰҲǼᶨȥ
Ͳȥˣ˼˵ĶҶ,ȥҲǶˡ
˵ʲô?סϵ,ͬص˼ҶǺù٣ҲͷĲŸɣȻҲῪڸʥҪˡ
Ϸ˹,ȥٵҲкųоĹپ죬ǲȱ˲ֺαԷƱ?ҪϷ˺٣ֲǿȥύȨ󣬺ϵ㽻ѣϲǱˣ˼?
׶ϱڿԼԼȷʵҲˣЦЦصģˣֻﻹǲ̫ϲȥ˶ĵط
Ҳ֪뷨ֶһʱܸı䣬ʶҲǿ
뵽ԼǳīҢһֱԼ֧Լ󵨵ȥԼ£ҲηηţƷ٣ôأҲЩ
ӵ룬շ˿ԲȥȴԣҶǳīҢϹ٣黹ǵ
ԣ統죬ʰԼϲ£ϳīҢ͸ĽΣˮ״׹֬žеԼ⡣
īҢԿţԽᡣ
ÿ?
ȻһЦȹڳīҢǰתһȦȦмʱ֮С
ţÿ
īҢԿޣע⣬סĺףѸһǣһ֣һӺ˺ü
ѽ!ױҪŪˡ
ЩգϽصױ̨ǰҪױīҢվЦ⡣
㻹Ц!㣬òױ
Сһʱ̣ǰ׼õǣŶӣһͬŸҶϷ˺١
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һ޶˾ɿյ˫֣īҢתȥ
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ҶϷٳǿСһ
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ةϴչ˵̸²Ľͺصһ䡣
ʱŷ飬ҲʶһЩ֣㲻ʲôǫش
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ԼսύλһѰ˸£һߴһģˡ
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ֻϧǿĴ䣬гСҲʹõģװױָ̣ˡ
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ЩֻһŹӵӣǹְ΢ֳ
£һЩҲ˽ȥ
ֻҿǸ˴ţǸ󣬶ҿ
룬Цְ΢?ֳ?һŬܻҪǿƷƷãܽǮȨѣ֮¡
˻һЩŭԵķ˶Ͷл־Ŀ⣬漴Ҷ뵽˳ҵɲ˵?
ƷãȨҲ¾ǵլӣҲһ÷?
ķȴµ˵߷Ȼ˦ȥ
˱֮õķ˷׷׸ĴָϸһС̬˫
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ԣǽԹЦΧָֻɢ졣
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ͷѾߵлǵ˵ȥ
Щ󣬴ӻ԰ߵǰڴҪһʱ䣬ͶеñȽϿ죬һ䣬ͿһһСվ·ڴһЦüۡ
ף
ż⣬СֲͣӶԭͦ˵ģǲ֪ô¶߽ʱͻȻЦݣ˿ܵĸо
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ҡҡͷ׵ģֺŬļһĨЦݣǰǣףǣŵ˵ǻؼҰ!
ӽ󣬶ʼˡипҲûһֱʣССӺһԼСܰ!
ãؼҡ
Ӧ̧ͣͷϳīҢЦӯӯĿ⣬Ҳ̲סЦ
ֹ๾දƿӳſһۣͻȻض˵ԺҲ٣סլӺò?
һ㶣϶Ӻڰ׷Ĵ۾һʱ侹֪ηӦ
ò?
ţá
֪ΪͻȻ˵ĻƳһۺţ˼²յйء
д־кο
ˣٿɲôģŵŬ飬һһ׽ʿԺÿ౳һƪĿ?
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ŵڸߵĹŮǼȻǲФ룬ϾȨƵλСǰҲֻǸСС,˼ҸŵĹܿǡ
,ҪЩԼŵ൱Ĺ,û
ձȽϴæ,ֻļҹδƷ,ǷҲ֪
,ȱ𼱣ҽյǽ˼,ҾѰ˰æ̽һ,ǹδףƷԶҸǸĸϵ˫һ档
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,Ҳ
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УǾ㣬ѾôãҲһꡣֱİ壬Ҳôˡ
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ϱһԺߣϻٶһ䣺ǵͬҢ˵һ
֪ˣ
гܣδīҢӰЩɻֹһ䣺ףȥ?
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ʶ֣ǿ´еĴ£ܹ飬ƾܿεѧӾ˲õˡ
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ﲻһ!̽ɣӶ鶨ȻҲȥ
УŮȥǸֻعͷ߶һ䣺ǺҲٳ㣬㿴ݶڳʲôģˣʱŸˡ
ʲôãϲ麵̣˵̳ˣ岻ãƫƫ˵ٶุҲԸû취ֻܴӱĽǶȰ
´۰ӣ˵̼ղ顣
˺ˣ֪ˣ⻹ûϣľㆪ?
´ڰ֣һ̣գؽͲㆪˣͷľͷȥ
Ÿͷ˿ԽԽ࣬ͦεҲ˸УʱϣʱߵЩҲϵЩ

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֨ѽһ죬鷿Ŵƿ߽
ǣֻŴ򿪵̫죬˲Ŀͬʱ
عңǼ
ߵߣŶһһϰд֣ʷԱ뾩ǰ˺ܶ࣬ɼ³īҢĽ̵ĵóЧ
ţѾ˱ʣ̧ͷһЦдˣһǱ顣
յĶӺܻûİ˵ĻģҲּ֪ܼ?
Ϊʲôһ겻ĺͻȻŬ?
΢бϯӦ˽ŶԣϾǹٳϵˣѾ˹ֵܷͼ
ѵڱĵط?
˼⣬룬ûжʣҸ׶ӵĻ
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һ߳鷿Ϸţ°Ŀռ䡣
ȥ˳һˮδŪãͼ³ͷɥ߽һ䣺㣬?
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ܵǸɣƽʱֺǺǵģı֣ü΢΢𣬵ĵʵʲô?ô?
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ܵܵ飬ܾﲻԾѵ汻۸?ͷʲôлܴ̼?
ܵܵĲͬѰһֱ˼벻ףҲĲ
ҹ䣬ɴζīҢǹüۣᣬġ̻һϸ¡
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īҢͷأҿˡ
ǰĶϴԹĻųīҢıӰ̲סꡱһЦ٩Ң磬оԹҾǸĺ?
ҲӱסīҢ˺ˣҴˣĪ˺ò?
Ҿ֮£ǼͻȻ֣£˵Ҫ٣סլӣ˵ǲ˽?
˵Լʣֽ԰зִһһʮ˳īҢ
ԣīҢüͷ£Ϊβͬ˵?
ǵС£ԼܽҲûϣǱ......סīҢ
ȷʵл;ȥСʱģҵʱڣȻ!
īҢһĳû̫ˣЩԱеø˰飬ǾǶæˡ
ģǺûôīҢתϱ§뻳УҽѾԸѧǺ£ٹһʱ䣬꣬Ҳóɳˡ
뺢ӣҲΪ
īҢԭΪôȥˣ˭֪Ҫ´棬ּ㿪ʵǰ?տ˵ʲô?
ãһӼˣ˶ҪīҢԥؽ³һɶ
?ӳīҢ˳ʢ˾ϲ
С湻ұʱСߵ˼ѾˣͲԼŬý˻޲
СǱ绹ǵʣĻ
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īҢû취ֻԼ֣Цܿٴζһˡ
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һλδ֮Ҳ֪һֻССţһǰҶīҢһˣʵ̫ǳ
е̵˼Ҽ£īҢҲûҪͶڳīҢϡ
С˵ǳīҢܵܣɵײģ³Сӣһ㡣
ԳĿǰīҢһ˸֧Ų𣬹ʶ΢е̵˼Ҷðգ״һŮȥ㡣
뷨˼ҲῼǣӦóΪᣬӦĵײԼˡһȥľġ
ѣҲӦһЭһȹ֮һɢ
³ǵĹҲûʲôرõļһСׯƹŮʶϲˡ
Եׯƹ飬ʵȢԾ˵ĹΪƸׯƹ˼ͬˡ
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ǼҼҷҲãӲһ,ǹúǱˡ
ϱһ̽ڷ,δýţԼҵĺûԼ׿,Բ,ֱ˵١ƹԽԽ⡣
úúãЩ֪ͷˡ١ƹЦ˻ϱԷˡ
ҼҰСӻڼҵϢ!Էվ,鶨,һһٷ
١ƹһ·ϱ͵ӿڣȥźСؼ,һţҹŮ˷,ʣ,ô?ô?
£ģСо,ð£٣!١ƹƳ˹ŮһۣûϢģ涪ˡ
١һлתۣɼˣѯʵô?ߺʲô˼?
ҲܣҾ޸ҪҿЩʲôԱ⹫ӣʲôƾ˶㲻ҼޣҾͽͷȥ
......١ƹ񱻹ŮⷬТˣָ߸߾һǺݲĴȥһطȥû׼š
Ҫңƽʱ̫ˣ㶼޷Ҹô˵ˣȥ㡣
ߣȥͻȥ
١ܻԼ䣬ˣҲ͹ؽղţܿͻҲ޿ֵԭ
ֻǻصһ١־Լ˵Ļʵ̫ˣһûޣʹά³ϸ׵ĸܣ϶ģû׼͵͵ޱ!
١Ƭ̣ԽԽڣֿ˷ţȥһԶ˹ȥǸ
ϲʳô۰ÿһͺˡ
Ȼ١ƹһŮɶ£ﻹ?¶Цݣ룬Ůᣬһߺһ߽͡
ҲǷ޸³СӣǸúӣֻǵùҹ
СӼҷãҲɵŬЩҿнʿøɢС㲻˹?ҲΪá
١׵ĿģֻǻЩǡ
׹󣬵ûȢһཫҲõѹ
ǡǿ?١Сʡ
ԣ١ƹûֱӻش𣬶ǷŮǶ¼Сû?
......ҶȻġ١֧֧ᣬ˵ĵĻôòرе
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ϱ١Ҿׯ³չڣЦݣһæŶ˲赹ˮһָ㡢Ӵ磬鿼˵׳־Ժˡ
㣬ô?١Ӧ?
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Ү
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һΪҪСһӱȽϻõĹܻС߽ϱĴ»Խ
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Ҹ뷨СѧŴеĲҵ̫Ƨʺ̳ϵԲʡ
룬Ҳá
СߵԸĲʺϣСպãԲμѡû׼øΡ
ѡ?ǰϽҲ˸ʾʱûô࣬ἰǾÿУ˫ȾЦ⣬ҿУҢֵһ죬ο?
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С͵ػڷʹСȵҡҡͷ䷢˺졣
ͺá۾ʼûпǣֻػһ䡣
ʱڵҹȰˬԡֻһ£ˣǳ˲ٺīҢӣҪЩĺҲ࣬˯ǰѾˮˡ
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ǲ㣬ұ˯ţðˮˣȣ
ƫƫīҢϲһ飬ķߡ
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īҢ֪߶߶ίͰ͵ŲرȥӰмֹ¶֮С
ҪߣͻȻһ£ĳīҢĺ󱳣˵ˣҪСȥμѡײ?
ҲϴСˣܲһֱҲΪĽ㡣
ѡ?īҢûпǹСȷʵǵˣҪȢ޵ͣҲöΪԼĽ㡣
һ棬ŻƵĵƹעüۣ˵ҾÿС
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ţ֪ˣһ£˯!īҢָ̧ķҲ۾
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īҢ˵һѣСһ֪⣬ֻһģߵֵϣ˼ȴڲ֪ƮԶˡ
СĵЦƺǰˬʵЦҲƺڶơ
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,ҽѰͬŴ̽һ,ٸ㱨¹ǰ,īҢҲûٶԣҲݶˡ

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Ҫ󲢲ߣԵġ
СߵͷİڻУ磬֪ˡ
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ʻнԶֱˣ˲תسǣ˭֪δüߣٱء
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ѯʣС߾Ѹٷϥ򵽵ϣϿҵ˵ɩӣ......ҵܷһ?
˽һ㶣û뵽С߻ͷȻΪ¡
......иٵȵȣǿ¹ʱδˣ......Լȡһĸ׳ȫ
СǶǵһμֻǴһﶼ벻ΪҪȿ¹ȡ?
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ǰ!һʱȷʵ̫ˣСɫһݣüнǾ֮ɫùҡҡͷ
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ֻǲ˵Լ벻취Ҳ˯ţȥջǳīҢĲԾԵɣżһ¡
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